窗外煙火點點 享受一夜的靜謐

有時候覺得自己冷漠的可怕..

卻必須說服自己裝出笑臉

為了迎合別人的情緒...

Gemini have twice soul

They can't smile for themself

I ask myself to be smile

cause I don't want anyone cross me

too easy to be hurt

I have space to close my heart

U can try to know me

at last U will find U never can't know me

cause though U find me

I still will tell U that's not me

I am a Gemini

I have too many thought

I never got myself 

And U ?

Or U think U will be know me then myself ?

對這個世界充滿了不信任

別想來探索我

你找不到答案的

我只想躲藏

不願被了解

我給不起承諾

給不起永遠

給不起你一個世界

感性的話語讓我全身起雞皮疙瘩

比起親吻

我更想要擁抱

證明這個世界

還是有些最初的最初

人性無比黑暗

也許我也想被洗禮

卻讓冷漠將我包圍

讓黑暗的話語成為我世界的全部

不想讓誰看穿

卻忘記

言語是最有力量的咒語

當我說出口 倔強的話語

也只會被當成真實

真實與謊言

又有何差別呢？

隱藏在笑容底下的

是什麼樣子的我？

我只能跟自己說

Bestir  U should be smile

cause U are Bestir

U should take smile to other people

U can't have true think

cause U will hurt people again and again

I hate and be tired to be one hurt everyone.

never have guys to see your hurt

The world in your mind is full of darkness

So you never have true smile

though you have true smile 

there's no one to trust U

lie from your mouth is too much

they will become real to hurt everyone

You should smile , got it ?

I hate selfish. But egoistic is what people is.

so I should learn to live with egoistic. Or one day I will die for it.

What am I born for ? What will I die for ?