窗外煙火點點 享受一夜的靜謐

I never been a good friend.

once in a while I feel tired about those relationships.

I don't know what can I do.

When that day come near today.

I am becoming more and more scare.

What can I do？

I never want to hurt anyone.

someguy always said, it's all your fault.

Is it ？

I am very scare. I never choice to hurt anyone.

When I care about it more and more.

I don't have place to be myself.

Day to day, I changed my real mind.

I just can smile, and tell everybody I was OK

I am really happy, I don't have anything to let me be angry.

Am I really never angry？

No, I just don't want to argue with who.

cause argue let me feel very tired. 

I learn to closs my heart , I can't have real feelings.

All I have is just one and one lies.

Lied myself, then I can lied all the world.

What's the true I can have ？

Somebody take a knife to prick my heart

and tell me , I ' m sorry.

That's not my true thought.

I was be hurt. But all I can do is clam up myself.

cause I know

I also did these things before to someguy.

So I should closs my real mind.

Just image that cut never be hurt

Just forget what is hurt.

All bodies lives a tender and weak soul.

Someguy asked friends to use their mind watching who he is.

Everybody use every manner to knock his door of mind.

But that guy never use his mind to see other tender hurted soul

He just blind his eyes , didn't open his mind to feeling this world.

Everyone have past.

All of people hurt before,

cause it , now we can hardy to smile and live.

Darkness is not terrible.

The most fearful is to magnify the darkness

And finally didn't see this world's beautiful sunshine.

What of this world yous, you want to see and have？

Is it happiness ？ Or bliss ？